Saturday, December 25, 2010

Because of You

What is "Love"?  Is it poisonous?  Is it the air?  Is it happiness?  Is it suffering?  Or else?  Love is the greatest word.  Love is everything.  For me all those feeling can partly explain the word, "love".  And those feeling of love that I have now is because of you!

It's just actually happens in my life.  Someone also said that "love makes people blind".  I totally agree with it.  When we have love, everything is great.  It is warm, happiness, etc.  But, when we do not love each other, love is just the air.  Yes, the air which is going to be floating away. It is really suffering.

It is because of you.  I feel confused, not sure what you think, what you do, what you feel, etc.  Is it true that you love me?  Or you are just in my dream.  I know that love will be gone eventually.  But, remember, whatever will be, I'll love you forever.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

I Will Love Him Forever No Matter How Long

I cannot remember how long I have waited for him but I can remember well that there was only him in my heart. I am waiting for him and do not need anything else, just only him. I would like to tell him that I will love him forever no matter how long.

I don't know whether he still loves me or not but I know that I still do not change all my love for him.  No matter how long will be, I prefer to be as before.  I will not blame anyone or anything if time makes him change his love for me.  I just need somebody to love and that one is him.  I would like him to know that I always keep my love for him no matter how long.
My sweet memories about him may not return, but I just would like to let him know that I am still waiting for him and would like to know about him whether he is now sad or happy.  I really miss him so much no matter how long.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

My Broken Heart Experience

Silence makes me feel lonely and loneliness makes me feel depressed. This is because of "Love".  My broken heart experience started here with this word, "Love".

"Love" makes me get to know all kinds of feeling of life; i.e. happiness, sadness, loneliness, etc.  It was the best time to have him around me but everything had to be stopped.  I didn't know exactly why but it's suddenly happened.

No more time for the happiness that I shared together with him.  My heart was aching a lot because he had gone for a long time but the memory and the pain still inside my heart everyday.

Finally, when I know he will not come back, I decide to take the rest time of my life to forget him. Someone said to me that life has to move on.  My life just got hurt, but it was not possible to be destroyed. 

This is my broken heart experience and I do believe that it will make the rest of my life be certainly strong.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Have You Ever Been In Love With Someone On Face Book?

Have you ever been in love with someone on Face Book?   For me, the answer is "Yes". You may not
believe about it, but it's true for me.  I have some great experience and would like to share it with you.

Have you ever felt lonely? Yes, sometimes when I have not anybody to think off, I usually go to my Face Book to search for something to read or discuss .

One day, one man chatted with me on Face Book and since then a special feeling occured to me.  I don't even know what's happen to me and quite wonder whether this can call love or not.  Sometimes people can feel sensitive with some words or sentences; i.e. do you miss me?   

He was very different from me but can complement me perfectly.  I love the way he talked with me.  He made me feel good, made me smile and laugh!  He was the one that I think off before going to bed. 

I did not want the conversation to end every times we chatted.  I wish time will last forever.  I longed to read his messages or his chat as often as I could.  I want to chat with him and want to know everything I could about him.  It made me depressed if I could not keep in touch with him. Then I felt like I was missing him.

Actually, I was very happy to have the good experience feeling being love like this.  It is very wonderful and he will be in my dream forever.  How about you?  Have you ever been in love with someone on Face Book?